When The Moment We Create Can't Continue

Today is 22 June 2012

and its on Friday..

2 days again is my mom 49th days. it mean my mom going to heaven already 49th days.

maybe some people say my mum soul now not yet go to heaven,
 but she is in this world until 49th days coming, 
in bro house or sometimes going to sis house or else. 
And i believe mum still no go anywhere,
she just in home and see her son, daughter and grandchild. 
See what we are doing. 
Very miss her, miss my great mum. 
I also can feel my mum hold me, also can feel the moment i'm hug her. 

who say i can forget all the moment mum create to me ?

who say i can forget the whole thing about her when i m happy ?

And Who say i would forget anything when i'm grow up 
and mum already leave me for long time ?

sure not, and i would remember u mum and ever ./sad//

i can't and i don't know what can i do now ..
with no planning, no direction..

The last moment when mum gone i still beside her,
 i don't know what can i do..
Don't know where i can going with no direction and no spirit..

My invisible tears are hardest to wipe away